A curve of your lips tears in eyes
love you girl
i see a summer inside
your heart; how are you and if are
you ever coming out?
;i may have changed
to realize i was wrong
but i paint your face in words and paint
i’m not with anyone
i could never hurt me or you
wishing waves crashed
before a shore and i realize i was
wrong — so wrong
so now i’m waiting
for eternity to see
your face
i…so wrong
i belong where i am
it’s not death but feels it feels the same
so i am so ever longing to do anything for a
moment to just say
________.
:: 08-03-2015 ::
Monthly Archives: August 2015
I WAS SO WRONG (for so long)
WHY WHY (I DO NOT SLEEP)
I swear winds are touching
why why
how many fingers
touching me
and if love is a skeleton
of death
OR, if anybody ever opened
an unread letter
like in ME
i am not
oh if it’s a kind’a thought
happy maybe not thinking
can lovers kiss in anger
a ship tied to a dock
an ease you can think
you take our love away
but not from me
we(i)WHERE_when gold invents
weDon’t you take your love
away from me
who’s myself’s brilliant
heart: like dreams carry
paint brushes swatching
life in color of my mouth
no Less than(that
by bent(me?)knees
busy ghost lies in
all our weakenss
so i u nderstand
dumpSleep dumbDeep
squirmLove leaving me
:: 08-03-2015 ::
TO LIVE ANOTHER DAY
i chose my parents today when i left heaven
they’re so excited waiting for me
i leave my past behind
and jump into a future of life
i tried and killed everything i was
but something remains; the stabbing pain
and what i became before;
i say part of love and then again
an older soul that begs to live again
YOU can take away all i am
but inside of me is a beating soul
i give you all the tears and pain
you can have it all my horror
i won’t let you down i will make you hurt
i heard my mother tonight she cried
and screamed come! she broke my thoughts
beneath the stain of time and i knew
i must be someone else — i am still
right here. What i’ve become is a flower
from the ground a seed that blooms in the air
and you can disbelieve i’m living
within my lecture hall of life but if i am still me i say
i shall be someone i love i live another day to make
you proud
:: 08-03-2015 ::
WHO IS A WAS IN ALL NEVER-NESS
\\\
if (and many have said this)
i should sleep with Death
i think i may sleep peacefully
if Death were a lover held
tightly as life when her hand
held me in love//i think love
is death too, it keeps me
close and never confuses
the laughter i had once
;it was that shadow behind
my throat. Death is
a sure date and unlike life
\i remember the raining days\
to eat each drop of wet smiles
–but death is not human
nor memories: it is space
and silent crickets.
my mind explodes in deep silence!
Thorax i mean/it’s insects
(i have something more to say
–burning light burning night
eats my words)
— // —
OF EVERYTHING OF ALL LOVELY THOUGHT
i (is a small word) but to spread
it across this universe i believe
in ‘i’ and say it is greater than
‘we’ that ‘i’ is lonely er —
than we’ two things so weaker
i know: i made words. i made
universe. i am this. and i
am what you never knew. i
am what i am. so see. so be
so bee so me so beautiful
i am the…///…~~~~~~~~
W H A T touches all of we
— // —
OH SHIT I THINK LIFE SMELLS LIKE SKIN
OH SHIT I THINK LIFE SMELLS LIKE SKIN
oh life come voices to voice
oh lip to lip i smell citrus skin
oh well oh well hello
if i’m entertainment a lifetime of wisdom
it’s so me so assured i am a word with
little voiceMouth girl so dangerous i’m a
criminal in containment a dirty word hello
a sprite of air and blood; blessed is what
moves on and on and hello hello, i’m so well!
well! yea! it’s been ‘hello’ a while so
hell on hell no i’m a weak girl yea yeah yea
you know: acting stupid gave you a cold bed
YEAH! yeah. i saw you when i drove by
the highway (until hello i know hello) and you
looked dead //i forget while i taste
a smile of another well, well, never mind
oh hell oh well dammit i’m swell
i feel so stupid
feel so angelic
hello hell o’ hell
and i love my dreams
eating your soul
yeah–thighs spread
and there i found the sun
in a beautiful flesh of
my oh my oh my yeah
oh yeah oh yeah oh yeah
oh yeah oh yeah i love you!
a libido of fresh flowers
so hard to find that men
die trying and women oh
women try — birth, menstrual
pain and we hate each other
the feeling feelings feeling
feelings feel how we live
— it’s a short block to the next
stop so drop a coin in the slot
oh shit i think life smells like skin
like me
WHEN THE MOON MOVES ME
my tinker tongue songly
sang it’s h e l l o
i know i am alone
a music box with dancer
dances alone but love
seems to grow to grow
in fields at night
when the moon sheds
tears — moon beam
move me so alone
my tinker heart too
strongly sings
its hell oh hell
oh no oh no oh well
i seem to find myself
in a large hall of
no dancers but myself
so i dance i dance
to the song of love
i love i love love
in fields at night
when the moon sheds
tears i drink her
love and love i love
moon light so moving
i dance with life’s
sorrowful song
:: 08-01-2015 ::
I FEEL THE SCREAM OF LABORATORY MONKEY
come on-board and bring
your tears
all aboard dear weeping
hearts and what friends
say goodbyes so short
a list i know i know
i feel the burn
i feel the turn
i feel your pain
ooh –>
and today is so blue
i allowed the skies
to touch my heart
a loud pain
and so away i go
until the end
i know hello
i know hello
i know hell no
when the lights
turn off i dream
where i am now
like a bug upon
a screen and temptation
entertains the soul
until the end
until the monkey screams
in a laboratory of science
i’m still human i think
until the prick of the
needle inside my heart
infuses a lifetime of
sensation so here we are
i feel so stupid i’m
that contagious
i say goodbye so list
me on your shortlist
of burning turning pain
:: 08-01-2015 ::
IF I WAS A LIAR LAYING MINDS OF WORDS
thrump! bump|gyrate hip
it’s all of me
i see you
hee hee yea love
so cool i am
noir way yeah hi
and love to praise
grey and black like the
night that drops hearts
to their knees yeah
like a devil or someone
who tries to convince
you there’s nothing left
to discover in this world
and they’re fucking crazy
: noir me noir you and
each step step i take
a relativistic paranormal
moment so i see how you
were are will be so like
seasons each praising
god and hating their selves
calling it the devil
so drop the night
so drop the night
like the devil
to his knees
and let’s never speak of
evolution so over rated
by bean counters like
pope so sexually dope
on a rope and i hate
? what? nothing!
:: 08-01-2015 ::
SPECTRAL DANCING UPON A SHORE
AND blond Jenny’s dead by Summer’s touch
without the movie canned and executive’s
blessing — hey, she was more than celluloid
life so don’t you come around here no more
:they don’t come around here no more
i see her in the waves and how they undulate
crashing sands and seagulls sing “she’s no
more” whatever you do don’t you come around
anymore — she gave it all and what’s left;
a closet full of dreams — i dream of her
and stop! life tangles my emotions
and liars look me in my head
and my enemies are friends
they were foe before i laughed
now a world with snow
like each leaf out of each new tree!
and Jenny is very deadly really
cool — i saw her dancing on the shore!
so her smile stretches across the shore’s
morning (i feel) morning’s light and love
:: 08-01-2015 ::
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