Monthly Archives: March 2023

If You Can Keep Your Head In Long Days of Labor

Amidst the doubt, I speak in silence, hushed,
And keep my head amidst life’s hateful strife.
We dream and think, without disaster brushed,
Creating life for masters, poets’ life.

With kings and commoners we walk and muse,
And wonder if this world is truly Earth,
A planet vast, impossible to cruise,
Too long to travel for one mortal’s worth.

Perhaps the undergrowth shall make a way,
A path for others, equal to our own,
Where hearts and souls may rest, find peace and stay,
On simple summer days, when love is known.

Through time’s long corridors, I search and yearn,
For love’s sweet time, when hearts and souls may learn.

:: 03.09.2023 ::


Into My Garden My Souls


i drowned inside the well of the deepest heart i’ve known
it’s not a drink nor the sight of a swollen moon but the face of your love,
and it would destroy me to have you, and i burn for you,
i drown for >you< and my umbrella heart
saved my soul from drowning but not from the well of
the deepest heart i’ve known and i die for you,
no matter whatever happens and all that you’ve done,
and all the dying flowers of forgotten lovers
i will always drown inside the deepest heart


I – LOVE

Oh blood, the life force that doth flow,
Invisible rivers that run below,
A crimson tide that feeds the heart,
A surreal canvas, a work of art.

The essence of life, the essence of death,
Bound together in a surrealistic breath,
A dance of light and shadow in the veins,
A surreal world where love and loss reigns.

In this surreal realm, where beauty lies,
And reality is often disguised,
Blood becomes a symbol of love and strife,
A dreamlike essence that gives us life.

For in the flow of every heart,
Is a surreal beauty that sets us apart,
A crimson thread that connects us all,
And leads us through this surrealistic ball.

So let us embrace this surrealistic flow,
And the beauty of the blood that we know,
For in its rhythm, we find our beat,
And the surrealistic dance that makes us complete.

:: 03.09.2023 ::


THE TRUTH Next Time

TRUTH NEXT TIME

I was talking to a homeless man
it ain’t no crime watching him die
i cut a few flowers near his tears
and offered my soul

is it right?

I was out on the streets
I don’t understand cause
it ain’t no crime

Souls come together tonight

He said, “I need direction.”
I said, maybe you’ll get it right
next time

I was a liar and even an angel
drank life and my wine
i hear the streets and don’t understand

Get it right next time

Your angels sing, “recognize the signs
next time”

I was such a liar and cheat.  Says the
soul dying and wishing another chance.

I  choose the brew and make my mistakes
and found a mountain i can take ~~
stay awake and put truth

Inside your throat.  No matter how much
it hurts devour the truth.

Get it right next time.

:: 03.09.2023 ::


OUT of Blue and Into Black

In the twilight of our love,
Where shadows danced with grace,
We held each other close,
As time slipped away without a trace.

But fate, it seems, had other plans,
And pulled us apart with force,
Leaving us with broken hearts,
And pain that cut through our cores.

And yet, in the aftermath,
Amidst the ruins of our dreams,
We learned to find forgiveness,
For those who caused us to scream.

We faced the bitterness head-on,
And sought to understand,
The reasons for our enemies’ actions,
To build bridges from the sand.

In time, our wounds began to heal,
And love found its way back,
For when we forgave our foes,
Our own hearts were no longer black.

For forgiveness is the key,
To unlocking the chains of hate,
And finding our way back to love,
Before it is too late.

And so, we stand here today,
United once again,
Forgiveness our guiding light,
Love and loss now a distant pain.

:: 03.09.2023 ::


Never Forgotten Is Love

After seasons have passed,
love creates a beautiful death
as hearts crawl like tiny creatures
righteous as tender memory.

Between life and death,
we love and love until bliss
through youth, mid-life, and golden ages
as the heart begs for more.

If we are not remembered,
if love is forgotten,
then life becomes rough
and we are left unremembered.

:: 03.07.2023 ::


Tease & Sting

Oh scarlet blooms, oh fires of hell,
What wickedness do you bring?

You flicker out of reach, beyond my grasp,
Teasing me with your dangerous sting.

I long to feel your heat, to hold your flame,
And see if I can withstand.

But you remain elusive, flickering bright,
Leaving me to only yearn and demand.

Your wrinkled petals, clear and red,
Resemble a mouth stained with blood.

Oh little crimson skirts, how you taunt me so,
With your toxic and alluring flood.

I crave your potent fumes, your sickly sweet,
To dull this exhausted mind.

If only I could bleed or rest in sleep,
And leave this pain behind.

Or if your liquors could seep into my soul,
And calm this relentless heart.

But you remain colorless, devoid of life,
A mere shadow of your fiery start.

:: 03.06.2023 ::


Eternal Echoes

I

Toward dark blue skies, endlessly,
Where topaz seas shimmer bright,
In your evening, blooms ecstasy –
The lilies, pills of pure delight.

In our age where plants must toil,
Lilies drink blue distaste divine,
From your religious prose, they’ll coil,
Fleur-de-lys, for bards to twine.

Lilies, lilies, none in view,
Yet in your verse, sleeves of sin,
Soft-footed women, pure as dew,
White flowers shiver within.

Always, dear man, when you bathe,
Your shirt with yellow ‘neath your arm,
Swelling in the breeze, and wave,
Above forget-me-nots, the harm.

Love comes to you in lilac’s guise,
Wild violets too, nymphs’ delight,
Sugary spittle on lips, belies,
Dark passions on a moonlit night.

II

Oh, Poets, imagine you possessed
Roses, crimson Roses, blooming bright,
Adorning laurel stems, at their best,
With thousand octaves swelling in delight!

If Banville could make them snow,
Tainted red, swirling, in a frenzy,
Blackening the eyes of those who show
Ill-disposed interpretations, not friendly!

In your forests and in meadows so calm,
Oh, peaceful photographers, Flora thrives,
Decanters’ stoppers no different in charm,
Than varied veggies with cross-grained lives!

Phthisical and absurd, they seem to be,
Navigated by basset-hounds at dusk,
After frightening drawings we see,
Of lotuses or sunflowers blue, so brusque!

Pink prints and holy pictures we behold,
For young girls making their communion,
Asoka Ode agrees with Loretto’s window old,
Heavy vivid butterflies dung on daisy’s union!

Old greenery and galloons, fancy-flowers,
Vegetable biscuits of yore’s drawing-rooms,
For cockchafers, not rattlesnakes, like powers,
Pulling vegetable dolls with colors, like in cartoons!

Grandville would have put them round the margins,
To suck in colors from ill-natured stars,
Drooling from your shepherd’s pipes, in wondrous fashions,
Creating priceless glucoses, like fried eggs in hold hats, so bizarre!

Lilies, Asokas, lilacs, and roses, in a pile,
Inspirations for poets, like me, all the while!

III

white Hunter, running sockingless
Across the panic Pastures,
Can you not, ought you not
To know your botany a little?
I’m afraid you’d make succeed,
To russet Crickets, Cantharides,
And Rio golds to blues of Rhine, –
In short, to Norways, Floridas:
But, My dear Chap, Art does not consist now,

  • it’s the truth, – in allowing
    To the astonishing Eucalyptus
    boa-constrictors a hexameter long;
    There now!… As if Mahogany
    Served only, even in our Guianas,
    As helter-skelters for monkeys,
    Among the heavy vertigo of the lianas!
  • In short, is a Flower, Rosemary
    Or Lily, dead or alive, worth
    The excrement of one sea-bird?
    Is it worth a solitary candle-drip?
  • And I mean what I say!
    You, even sitting over there, in a
    Bamboo hut, – with the shutters
    Closed, and brown Persian rugs for hangings, –
    You would scrawl blossoms
    Worthy of extravagant Oise!…
  • Poet ! these are reasonnings
    No less absurd than arrogant!…

IV

Speak not of pampas in the spring,
Black with terrible revolts and strife,
But of tobacco, cotton trees that sing,
Exotic harvests, a fruitful life.

Say, white face, tanned by Phoebus’ rays,
How many dollars Pedro Velasquez earns,
Of Habana, a city that displays,
Excrement covering Sorrento’s seas in turns.

Where swans go in thousands to roam,
Let your lines campaign, oh poet bold,
For clearing mangrove swamps, a home
To pools and water-snakes so cold.

Your quatrain plunges into bloody thickets,
And returns with subjects great and grand,
White sugar, bronchial lozenges, and rubbers, tickets
To the land of plenty, a fruitful land.

Tell us, oh hunter, if the yellownesses
Of snow peaks near the tropics, hide
Insects that lay many eggs or microscopic lichens,
And scented madder plants, two or three, provide.

Nature in trousers may cause them to bloom,
For our armies, strong and brave,
On the outskirts of the Sleeping Wood, assume
Flowers, with snouts, drip golden pomades on buffaloes’ cave.

Find in wild meadows, where the bluegrass shivers,
The silver of downy growths,
Calyxes full of fiery eggs, livers
Cooking among the essential oils.

Find downy thistles whose wool,
Ten asses with glaring eyes, labor to spin,
Flowers that are chairs, a beautiful tool,
And gem-like tonsils close to pale ovaries within.

Find flowers in coal-black seams,
Almost like stones, so marvelous and bright,
Close to their hard pale ovaries in dreams,
Bearing gemlike tonsils, shining in light.

Serve us, oh stuffer, on a vermilion plate,
Stews of syrupy lilies, a delicacy divine,
To corrode our German-silver spoons, a fate
Worthy of kings, in a color so fine.

:: 03.06.2023 ::


GOING TO STRAWBERRY FIELDS

I feel your skin, and know it’s real
No need for questions, that’s not how I feel
It’s not the time to wonder why

Everything around me seems pale and plain
You come and go, like waves in the rain
I don’t want this, but I’ll never forget
Where we met, and the memories we’ve kept

Let’s not waste time, don’t let the memories die
Remember, remember, don’t say goodbye

I’m always alone, even when you’re near
Are we really together, or is it just fear?
We’re trapped in a cycle, where everyone steals
But when we escape, it’s like fields of ripe strawberries

I may have hurt you, left a bruise on your face
But I adore you, you have an exquisite taste
Let’s not waste time, we could have been kinder
I wish I could change, but I can’t rewind her

It should have been simpler, just you, me, and fear
But now it’s just us, as you fall ever so near
I needed you more, when we wanted each other less
I couldn’t kiss you, only regress

It’s clear to me, I have many names
But let’s not let these moments slip away in vain.

:: 03.05.2023 ::


LONG IN TIME AND WITHIN MIND

THEIR branches bare, their trunks gnarled and old.

As I grew up, I found solace in silence,
finding comfort in the whispering breeze.
I cared not for human chatter and noise,
preferring instead the rustling of leaves.

Amongst the weeds, the burdock and the nettle,
stood a tree that I treasured most of all.
Its slender form, its mournful weeping,
soothed my restless soul whenever I called.

But now I’ve lived beyond its years,
and to my surprise, I see its stump.
New willows speak with alien tongues,
underneath the sky that we once shared in thump.

Silent and still, as if in mourning,
I stand before the tree that felt like kin.

:: 03.05.2023 ::