Category Archives: #fear

MY CLOSET IS THE CLOSEST THING

my closet is the closest thing
to my heart.  i keep my soul
behind the door to my closet,
is all i ever knew and
safely tucked away behind
that door my heart;
near the shoes by the soul
below the pants and within
the corner of my weeping eyes
i hide my heart.
my closet is the closest thing
to my heart.

:: 02-16-2015 ::


THE BLACK MIRROR

I GAZED into the mirror’s back
there I saw the world’s eyes
the beauty and horror
of all our humankind!
Even my own eyes I saw
weeping for a blind eye!

:: 11-10-2014 ::


I CANNOT PULL MYSELF TOGETHER

i cannot pull myself
together
u  n  t  i  l
i have complete ly
f a
l
l
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n
a   p     art

:: 10-28-2014 ::


AND THE LONELY ARE ONE ARMY

AND the lonely
are one army!
We shall fight
to the end
for all love!
Against evil,
and soldiers
of hate and fear,
the victor, us!
Our spoils
nothing more
than love
and peace!
This ends war!

:: 10-28-2014 ::


THE ME OF MY OWN

I my dear
only one
a disappointment
is my  f e ar
the Me of my own
just what you see
(and I judge not
by eye)  but mostly
others do
not understand
just a pebble
and lesser
if a grain of
indescribable
something

Let just be
the crown jewel
a gem never
touched by others
it makes artThing
and weeping hearts

:: 10-18-2014 ::


MY ‘LOST’

where, my ‘lost’
should
choose to hide?
when my ‘lost’
gained
the hand I tried
so tried to hold
it left (or died?)
where my ‘lost’
shall I run?
the memories
of love
or the new ones
of pain and shadow
if I run (and I should)
toward the sun
what fires but that
to cleanse my soul!

:: 10-05-2015 ::


MY FEAR-TINY

my fear-tiny
feet patter in Side
tinyMe that room
alone and Me
my handFace
slapping fear-
hating me longer
distaste my fear
King–my costly
wasteful weakness

:: 10-05-2014 ::


THE GREATEST EXPRESSION

the greatest expression
of emotion is also
mostly feared:

T.  E.  A. R. S.
E. M.  L. E. O.
N. O. W. G. U.
D. T.  A. A. L.
E.  I.  Y.   I.  /.
R. O. S. N.
.   N.    S.
.   S.

:: 09-30-2014 ::


FEAR

Now, this isn’t the time to freeze up!
Leave your comfort zone and just do it.
And if you feel the need to vomit,
well, just swallow it!

:: 09-25-2014 ::