Monthly Archives: March 2014

A HUNDRED POEMS – XVIIII

I dream to life
a life of death
and wish I dreamed

of world in love…

and dream I do —

when I dream for you
and dream could be more than me
you are my dream

and a wish
that I wish to dream…

and minds and hearts
destroy and birth

gestation and genocide

go hand-in-hand

:: 03-29-2014 ::


INSTANT DARKNESS

I was on the turnpike
when the sun vanished
one moment it shone
— a coronal-bride
to be and next
a vast deep darkness
whose reach greater
than the deepest oceans

Off I crawled the turnpike
as it too dangerous to drive
for even the headlights died

and now the fields I belly-hug
knees too shaky to stand
that great be my fear —

and in the distance I hear
the guttural screams of humanity
even the creatures too

:: 03-29-2014 ::


MY ROUND TABLE

I loved the unlovable
a princess who wore

a beast mask of pain

she bled me each day
but even so I was strong
and I really learned a lot

and now I see the pity
— such strength I gave

but my princess remains

in an untruth that life
she lives is a lie — I cry
Oh I cry such a lie

that she lives and I die
I die each day I awake
but my strength moves me

A knight never gives up
My love a round table
for the lovers who never die

:: 03-27-2014 ::


HUMANS – HORROR REVEALED

concerning the vampire

humans are worse —

the vampire drink blood

but humans

consume the carcass

 

:: 03-27-2014 ::


MY REMORSE

MY remorse each day
a ceremony for life
but even for the dead
that my body —

must eat each day
or it be dead one day
that my lips receive
the offering of living

and my intestines devour
through my teeth and tongue
what once lived and dead
such a beast am I – i dread

the difficulty of living
is more than social stress
for the SENSITIVE more it be
that we are cannibal in life!

:: 03-27-2014 ::


A HUNDRED POEMS – XVIII

such repose exposed
equisite that evidence

my heart reveals

a mind of its own

i ponder that wonder

your poise a flower
discover that land

when in my youth
i ventured forth

but now that age pull

but my heart and mind

that love and heart
have i for you burns

still a fire and lips
love has no costume

that we love is all
and love you i do so!

:: 03-27-2014 ::


I AWAIT HER RETURN

i confess tonight
to myself —
a hidden trust

so deeply buried
i did not trust
even a buried soul

that i am in love
with one —
who departed

she is gone
but her words
past mortal life

— imperial life —

and now i wait
for rebirth i do
what centuries-me

yes, time no glue
but love waits dear
and i wait for you

come to me now
in spirit or even —
flesh it matters not

:: 03- 26-2014 ::


COSMIC MEAL

The mystical kiss
effervescent wings
of my life being skin

a horror i live this life
between life and paradise
what mouth full of teeth

can that fang-gap sing
the immimence of Creator
IT’s glory beyond tought

I cry – die – reborn
below my embers red truth
above vortex heat swirl

embrace the ugly life too!
beneath is such glory be
rejection is a love born

reality and all the universe
has only a single point
where love reside — here

Earth — paradise brings
the food that Creator need
That feast for a few be!

:: 03-26-2014 ::


TRIDENT’S GRASP

THAT other day
when i died
that day when i tried

the water too deep
i tried to swim
just for air to breath

that day the carnival
come to life’s town
clowns and fair colors

my family waited for me
but the river did drown
my hopes and dreams in life

but i struggled against wave
Trident’s grasp of my lungs
and alas gave him my hope

Terra firma that i was born
but now a watery grave
but my soul walks the land

:: 03-26-2014 ::


SPIRITUAL LESSON

TODAY I met a death
it rode down the road
and landed at my feet
the police wrote chalk
around your spirit today
and heaven spoke to me,

and it said:

“no tears from you sir
what was written
has been served”

But my soul loves life
and what beast could do
what was served today

and my feet are washed
within the blood of life
and my feet are red today

So I walked for miles
and I watched the skies
wanting spiritual insight

Nothing but breeze and bee
a silence screamed too
my shadow followed that breeze

So, God I shout in disbelief
what is the meaning of this
what lesson do you have for me!

And love said:

“what we pray for is not life
and destruction is not a hate
nor death a shape of distrust
but what we desire is love
and the flesh a dressing for life

what you saw was not an ending
yes, for flesh, but not for soul
a cyclic reset was set that day
not to destroy but save that soul

My soul shook to hear this reply
but I know truth and it spoke today
and now my eyes and heart awake
still I wonder about his family”

who are we to wonder life and death
when we are a mixture of both
say the blind leading blind souls

:: 03-26-2014 ::